Law of Life

That cruel and just law of life! But I can tell you from personal experience that it is TRUE!

If we do not grow... we will pay more for remaining the same!

My husband did something that upset me last night...

I took a walk and I told myself to react from the healed, whole part of me...

It worked ... for a while.

Then as it was evermore in front of my face... my resolve broke down.

And there I was.... the little girl who has always been hurt, let down, and disappointed by others.

Where was my resolve?

Where was the "healed, whole part of me"?

It was there stephanie, struggling to get out. Trying to push past the hurt little girl.

I realized last night for the first time that there are parts of me that are not healed.

I had worked hard for years to achieve a healing of my past... but last night I realized that part of it was still with me... still inside me.

And how am I paying for it? With my health.

I know I need help. I am not too proud to ask the universe for it...

so, today I ask.... please give me a total healing from past hurt so that I can deal with present hurting from a healed, whole self...

Practice Peace